drinks in the afternoon, a rant

I grew up at 1711 5th ave in canyon. Its not on google maps. its still the old grid on google, which means its still behind
as a culture it is also behind
the people are backwards
speak in a different dialect, one ive almost forgotten
out here i dont hear those words
i hear nigger, but its more like nigga, and not said by a hick
i get a call
my mother and sister think im like peter pan
i dont wear tights
you'll never grow up, when are you going to come visit
never
what are you doing
drinking
oh
i was called a wetback
why is she still there
fuck

claire is coming in exactly 3 months for one weeks
only part of texas i miss